I do not know who to talk to about my problems. I suffer from depression, stress, Anxiety, adult A.D.H.D. I was diagnosed with these problems close to five years ago. I feel like I have no control over my life. I married. I have a 2 year old son. Because of my problems. My wife and I do not get along. All we do is arguing. I find it very difficult to do what my considers to be easy everyday task. I wake up in the morning. I feel sad or angry. I cannot concentrate on anything. When I go to work. I feel like every one is watching me. Talking about me behind my back. I keep thinking to myself. Do these people think I am crazy? Sometimes I think I am. When I am on the bus or train. I am afraid to look at the other passengers because I feel like they are staring at me. When I am at work. I cannot do my job properly because my mind is filled with either anger or confusion. I have no social life. I cannot remember the last time I had sex with my wife. I can hardly sleep. I cannot relax. I feel scared, confused. Angry and/or afraid of people who never did or would do me harm. I have no control over my life. I feel like my problems have gotten a lot worse over the past year. I fear that things will get worse if I do not get help soon. Last year. The thought of dying never crossed my mind. Now I find myself thinking about it a couple times a week. I have tried several different programs. However. Because of my two jobs and the everyday demands, I face at home. I cannot find the time. I am tired of being scared, depressed, angry, confused, and alone. I am tired of waking up hating the whole world because I do not know how to deal with my problems. I cannot deal with my problems any more. I feel like my problems will be the death of me eventually.
